♥ AngelicMadness ♥

I have been so stressed out lately. Thank goodness I am not having to look for acne cures or anything. It just seems as if our bills are getting larger, but our paychecks are staying the same. Gas prices are crazy, thank goodness we have a little car. I started back smoking, which is a nasty habit, and I am just spending more money on cigarettes. I am just stressed to my max!

So I am OFF from work today, yippy! I am so excited! It is just one day off, but I am happy to have it to spend with my husband and kids, even though my children are being awful today! Hopefully when I go back to work tomorrow we will order some new office furniture. Stephanie, the other receptionist at work, has really been working on getting the boss man to order us some new desks, which we are in desperate need of. We have all of this new computer equipment, and we are running out of room!

On another note, I almost burnt down our house today. While I was cleaning the bathroom I smelled smoke. I ran into the kitchen where I discovered that the candle had lit the whole paper towel roll on fire. It was horrible. It was my fault though, I had the candle to close. Thank goodness I found it in time!

I overslept. The alarm didn’t go off. I feel so bad for having overslept. I am about to get ready and go to work, and hopefully order some new office supplies. It is actually fun to order in new stuff for the clinic. We just got new computers, which I set up, and I really enjoy not having to deal with those old computers.

I went to the STP concert last night. It was great! I wish I could do it again!

I can’t find any Stone Temple Pilots tickets for tonight…..well I can find some, ones that are in the NOSE BLEED section! I want front row! UGH! I have been hunting on Ebay and Craigslist all morning and this headache from the glare on the screen is KILLING me! I feel like breaking down and crying like a baby. I found some that are o.k., just o.k. though. I guess we are going to have to settle for those. But at least the guy is going to deliver them to the house for me, since he lives in the same city. His friend had a death in the family and couldn’t go, which is really sad. I hope Scott Weiland doesn’t get too drunk and cancel the show. That would really suck!!!! And we all know that it is very likely to happen. My friend went to the show in Georgia last night and she said he sounded really wasted. Hopefully I will be really wasted at this show. I haven’t drank in such a long time!

So over at Payu2Blog they are having a fun contest this week. It is called the “Separated at birth” contest. So we, their bloggers, pick a photo of one of the PayU2Blog guys or gal and then match it up with a celebrity that could be that persons twin. They are going to judge them on Monday and one of us is going to win $250 bucks! There are so many that are better than mine, so I don’t think I am even close to winning, but someone sure is going to be happy! And on top of that they are also going to give a gig flash drive! How fun!
Here were my entries:

After meeting up with someone from high school that I have not had the chance to visit in forever, a few things came to mind. First off, I would like to rant. I like to do that sometimes, when people or situations piss me off. First off, this is to Emily. Emily I knew you for almost 20 years. I things about you and things that happened to you that even your own mother was never made aware of. I kept your secret and I never told a soul. I never have told anyone, even though I am SO AGAINST what you did, and I find it totally heartless. I have shared my own secrets with you as well, nothing that could ever match the one I still hold about you. You ended our friendship due to the fact that I never call you, or that I break plans with you. Both my husband and I work full times jobs, which you would know nothing about, and we have two children, one of which is autistic. Do you have an autistic child? Do you know what extra issues I have to deal with on a daily basis? Do you know what it is like to have a car payment, insurance, rent, and all of the extra medical bills to deal with? My mother doesn’t pay my car insurance, and I don’t live with my mother so we have rent to deal with, which you don’t, and should since you are 27 years old, grow the fuck up and move out. Also, my grandmother and mother didn’t just drop a vehicle into my lap, so I have to pay a little thing called a car payment. Don’t get on to me because I don’t have all the free time in the world. And yes, I get tired really easily, which I think I have all of the rights in the world to be tired. My mother doesn’t pay for my child to go to daycare like yours does, even though you then were sitting on your ass and weren’t even working, so when we aren’t at work one of us is home taking care of the children. You are always so snotty, thinking you have a better house, better clothes, better things for your daughter and such, it makes me want to throw up. You are not better off by any means, and you need to pull that stick out of your ass. Yes, I am a little OCD about how I have things around my house. Your daughter would come over and destroy my sons room, when that is not allowed, and you wouldn’t do anything about it. Unlike yourself, we aren’t just handed everything we own, so we take pride in it and would like to keep it in good, working condition. I was embarrassed to go out with you in public because your daughter would throw such a fit and talk back and scream. So yes, my nerves could not handle going many places with you, and YES that is the reason I NEVER CALLED YOU when we were in the hospital when Laura was born. I am the one that *tried* to contact you after so many months of not talking because I missed having you in my life, but now I see that was me BEING STUPID, and you decided to tell me that you were “tired of waiting for me to be a good friend to you”, and that you no longer wanted to be friends, so Emily…..if you think you are so great and mighty, and since you think your shit doesn’t stink, go fuck yourself! I know you read this page, and I find that amusing!

Oh, and 2nd, I know someone else reads this page, because she sits at home and doesn’t work, but draws unemployment. I hope that unemployment is working out for you! And I hope your daughter is doing ok, and nope, your dog was spayed, she just has another infection…….like she had before, and the doctor offered to do exploratory surgery if she wasn’t better….but you declined it, she *isn’t* in heat. Hope you are enjoying reading as well. =) Have a fabulous day.

Hope you enjoyed my rant. I feel closure now. =-)

I have the goofiest children. Children just do and say the funniest things. Laura is starting to talk, and it cracks me up. Gavin has started talking back, which is bad, but it is funny I must admit. Thank goodness that once Laura is out of diapers we will not have to be changing anymore in the future! No one will have to worry about buying us any unique baby gifts because we are so done having kids! Ha! I love these two, and wouldn’t trade them for anything, but we couldn’t handle adding anymore to the family, we would go crazy!

I am so pissed at the moment. I am trying to log into my account for Regal Cinemas, and it is going so slow! They are really pissing me off lately, with their SLOW site, and the fact that I have dropped well over a hundred dollars into their pocket in the last month, and we have not got any coupons, even though we have tons of points! UGH!

So we have all came down with something that is flu like. I had it first, then Eric, Sissy just now came down with it, and thankfully Gavin has not yet got it so far. It is horrible! Thank goodness Chewie doesn’t have it, ha! Tomorrow when I go to work I am going to sanitize everything! I am going to even throw away all of those cheap pens we have and bring out some new, germ free ones. Pens and pencils are germ party spots!

I am in desperate need for some new ram for my computer. Although it isn’t a need right now, so I can’t bring myself to spend the money on it. I might just check out Ebay to see what I can find. Too bad I don’t need laptop memory, it seems to be cheaper, and I am not sure exactly why.

While I am thinking about it, I wanted to update everyone on little Chewie. He is doing WONDERFUL. He is getting his pain medicine every 12 hours, and so far he doesn’t even know his claws are missing! He is such a good boy! He is asleep in my lap as I type. We LOVE him!

I must say that the writers strike made me upset, but then for shows to go into reruns for the summer really upsets me! I just can’t wait for my shows to come back on! I love Desperate Housewives, although I could deal without seeing them always in their lingerie, it is a very good show. I also was just getting back in Grey’s Anatomy. It would just be nice to watch some new episodes! I am not sure when the new season starts back up, but we are ready!

Don’t send any baby gifts Laura’s way! After her bath tonight I put her in her “big girl” bed. It didn’t last very long, but I think here in a couple of weeks she will understand that she should go to sleep when I put her there….yeah right! We have a scheduled bedtime for the kids, straight after they take a bath, so you would think transitioning her into her big bed wouldn’t be so hard. We are trying way too early, she is only 17 months, but we thought we would just get an early start!

What do we usually do on Saturdays? Nothing. Ha! Gavin just got his wireless controller, so needless to say he has been playing games non-stop. Sissy keeps taking off with Gavin’s game cases, and he isn’t happy about it. Chewie is recovering from the two surgeries he underwent yesterday, so he has been sleeping a lot. I am just purchasing stuff on Ebay, not that we NEED anything.

Eric and I have shared a computer for more than a year now, but I finally have my own computer! I am sure Eric is very excited as well, now that I will not be using his all the time. Although my computer was a steal, I could look into some video cards, and maybe add some ram. And, I found a desk on Craigslist, for forty five dollars (another steal), that came with a chair, that matches our bedroom furniture. I just cannot believe how cheap my computer was, and NO, it was not stolen. LOL! The college student just had too much money, and I guess he just didn’t care or realize how much this set up was worth!